I planned for Honorine’s life to develop in this manner, but I never imagined how much I’d sympathise with her. The word “shut-in” hit home rather harder than I could have predicted it would.
You know what I really dislike? When an author starts a story and then abandons it midway, betraying the readers in the process.
I screwed up. I honestly don’t know what happened. I wouldn’t blame you if you thought I’d given up on this story, because you have only my word – and you do have my word – that I didn’t.
Lately, I’ve just lost touch with everything, and everyone. I haven’t been playing guitar, I haven’t been playing piano, haven’t been reading; I’ve lost contact with people, online and even somewhat offline, and not realised how long it’s been until, well, now. Offline, I have the lame excuse that I have no money and no job, but online I don’t even have that.
There are so many things I should have blogged, but didn’t. At the moment I find myself very much sympathising with sulz, who I only just learned is stopping blogging indefinitely. I don’t have her excuses, but like sulz, somehow my heart just hasn’t been in writing lately.
I read a post on Museditions’ blog earlier which I think has made me realise my problem: I’ve been wanting to blog out of necessity – that is, desire to complete the story – but I have had little interest in the blogging itself.
For this reason,I’m not going to insult your intelligence as readers by making more promises. The fact is, I don’t know if I’ll update regularly. I am clearly not reliable. I hate myself so much for this, but I think it’s one of those things I need to face up to. Of course, I’ll try to update regularly. But, well, I’m a hypocrite.
And I’m tired, so I need to wrap this post up, but I think I should mention:
Brüno and The Half-Blood Prince
I’ve been to the cinema twice since I last posted. I went with friends to see Brüno, and I went with my family to see Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince (well, it would hardly have been the other way around!).
That’s right, innocent little Bobby G watched Brüno. And for the most part, I was entertained by it, although it was extremely crass in places. It’s a mark of how jaded the Internet has left me that the only thing that really shocked me in the movie was the attitudes of the stage parents. Oh, and the fact that he was still alive after that comment about Osama bin Laden. (Oh good grief, I think I lost my innocence to imageboards! 😦 )
I don’t know why I even joked about that. It seriously bothers me that I’m not as innocent as I was. That’s my personality I’m losing.
I had been extremely apprehensive about this new Harry Potter film, and I was especially upset to learn that it left out Luna’s commentary scene, which is the best moment in the entire series, but I was pleasantly surprised by the film. They didn’t have the commentary scene, but it was nevertheless an excellent adaptation of the novel, and possibly my favourite Harry Potter movie so far. The acting was a lot better than that of the previous film, which certainly helped. The characters were very convincing this time around; Malfoy, Luna, Slughorn and Lavender really were Malfoy, Luna, Slughorn and Lavender. There was something a little odd about hearing Harry say the word “tosser”, but he is supposed to be sixteen by this point (of course, he looks a deal older). If you haven’t seen it, I definitely recommend this movie.
Goodness, I’m tired. I have no idea how I’ll be up in good time tomorrow at this rate. It’s 3:20 already.
Current listening: S Club 7, “Don’t Stop Movin'”